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ALL BLOG ENTRIES: 1/1/2026 hello, it has been 108 days since my first blog post on this website. this website is probably one of my best projects ever, it combines all of my major skills into one mass i can put my mind to very well. this year has been one of the greatest in my life, i have never been happier and i have never been interested in such cool stuff. if you are reading this thank you, you mean alot to me all blog posts from 2025 have been moved to a blog post archive, most of these older posts will be kinda shoveled away slowy into deeper archives like on my pc 1/2/2026 the long march continues now that its 2026 im probably gonna begin to enact my MASTER PLAN i have been working on since 2025 and probably 2024 unconsciously. see i have quite a few goals in life that if i dont meet i will consider myself a failure, to achieve my goals i must learn skills so i can eventually reach those goals. 2025 has been a year for me to test the waters of EVERY field of interest for me drawing, coding, making music, 3d modelling, and more. 2026 is the real year, i WILL FUCKING LEARN HOW TO CODE OR I WILL FUCKING KILL MYSELF. but yeah im probably really gonna get into the stuff ive had the most problems with in the past such as coding. the reason why i think im going to do better now than times before is because like everytime ive tried any of these things ive sucked at the start but everytime i come back i know more, i do better, and most importantly i get closer to acctually finally setting my landing pad so i can begin to learn the things i must learn. 
i hope i succeed. update log 1/2/2026 -added a main street square area 1/3/2026 heya hiya i dont have much to say other than sadly... im probably going to have to get a hair trim soon and lose my BEAUTIFUL HAIR. woe is me woe is me. in other news uhmm im probably going to retract from any major website developments until school starts up again. update log 1/3/2026 -changed countdown page music also the mainstreet square page might receive construction as its VERY unpolished 1/4/2026 This song is a BAD INFLUENCE. My son BLEW MY NEIGHBORS HOUSE to SMITHERINES and slowly walked away to his DEATH. We paid 4 MILLION dollars at the hospital and HE DIED. y'know i used to like have the big problem that i had "no music taste" aka i just really didnt know what like bands or music artists i liked but in reality ive found out i acctually really do like alot of music. recently i have really gained quite a few music artists that i love listening to alot. im too scared to name any of them because like theres always fuckin conotations with every music bands that people can make fun of you for. should i reveal my music tase? would that be interesting? even if it might be bad see im only saying stuff about my music taste because using non deltarune music atleast on pages like my blog or about me could be intersting ya know. i think i need to start being more like open n shit, like ive realized that im probably going to make it nowhere in life if i dont take risks so ive started taking smaller less noticeable risks so when i go back to school i might be able to really ya know do more if i just force myself to do stupid stuff. that sounds stupid but i mean in the way where like, instead of hiding my personality i shouldpush into it more and reveal more about myself, maybe ill make some friends. update log 1/4/2026 -updated about me page lightly also the mainstreet square page might receive construction as its VERY unpolished 2x 1/5/2026 after days and days of me saying "oh no im gonna have to get my hair cut soon!" the time is finally here... bye gay ass hair... a moment of silence please. i finally made my website profile public. i had no idea like how NOT good that is cause like NOBODY really except for my close friends have been able to see this website. update log 1/5/2026 -havent done anything today also the mainstreet square page might receive construction as its VERY unpolished 3x its bad, its really bad 1/7/2026 im so fuckin tired, ill do like a real blog soon. i have like no motivation to do anything. its really weird like im kind of dependent on school, like were doing an activity thing where for like a week or two we do not have normal school and it really has made me realize that my basis for motivation and all the freetime i use to do shit is based in school. without school im kinda fucked. 1/8/2026 dude what happend to my motivation. im not giving up on anything but like i said in my last blog for some reason im really dependent on school for like a stable y'know just basis for learning and expanding hobbies. i wish i had more to talk about 1/9/2026 its 3 am on 1/10/2027 i fucked up but like uhm pretend this was made like a day ago 1/10/2026 hiyeloo i have finally began learning how to code kinda, im using a shitty alternative to codecademy called codedex. ive already started takin notes n shit. 1/12/2026 hi sorry i have been so quiet, i have had a TERRIBLE sleep schedule recently thats REALLY REALLY REALLY fucked me up so like i havent had time to do anything. i dont have much to report other than uhm i went to oak ridge today, that was cool and fun. 1/13/2026 hello im trying to do my blog at like a better time for today cause like i acctually (kinda) wanna maybe put sometihng here important or say something atleast. sorry ive been 'dead' kinda for a bit, i really have had like ZERO ENERGY at all recently i dunno why. i think its just cause like ive been going to be alot later and ive been gettting REALLY out of shape recently. hopefully if i have enough energy ill start y'know getting back fully into either working on the website (unlikely) or continue learning how to code in c++ i mentioned wanting to like say some music artists i like sometime cause like ive never shared that and ive only really gotten into music recently and won my 'music crusade'. when i say music crusade i mean like, ive spent most my life with no favorite song nor band nor nothing until this year. im also only going to be revealing this because like i already told someonnnneee i know but i really like lemon demon, by far my favorite artist so far. i love music alright. 1/14/2026 im out of like greetings to say bye i dont hafve anything to say really yet 1/16/2026 yellow i think im getting better at coding, im taking it really slow with c++ cause i really wanna learn it but things are going smooth with it. i did alot of stuff yesterday, i tried to make a song it wasnt great but i tried and i also found out yesterday game maker has like a full manual on how to learn how to use it which is interesting ill probably start doing it. 1/17/2026 y'know i know this is like not a hot take at all but i wish AI never existed, like i feel like most of my hopes and dreams have kind of been crushed by it and i havent even realized. all the things i want to pursue are going to be like impossible soon because everyone can just do it with AI, all the skills ive started to try and learn mean nothing. but, i will never fucking give up. 1/18/2026 hello is it weird that like im 15 but i feel like im already running out of time. like i dont feel like im going to die but like every person ive seen who is successful in like always starts on what gives them success at like age 15 or 16. i feel like if i dont speed it up im never going to ammount to anything, this isnt like something where im being hard on myself but like i have nothing really other than my skills. if i do not use my skills im going to be nothing so i must, if i want to or not push into my skills and train myself. i will never give up, fuckin EVEAR i will NEVER give up but i am scared. scared that im never going to be able to make it. but in the end as long as i do it i will be happy even if i end life alone with no one to remember me i will be happy because i was able to do it, make it. i hope my adhd meds kick in so i can like do shit today 1/20/2026 not much to say today. i removed the archive of the old blog for the time being for like reasons. i think the time is coming for me to finally learn, everything is being put in place. ive begun the process of learning c++ and messing around a little with gml. i just got this thing to help me learn piano and alongside that i just started my 3D art class in school. i will learn, soon. 1/21/2026 the scorpions inside the walls chello the slow rebooting of me is happening, school has put me slightly back more into a work mood. im almost 16, im scared. like soon im going to be able to drive. i need to stop saying im going to do stuff and acctually do it. soooon. 1/22/2026 CLASSIFIED DOCUMENT if your reading this you HAVE agreed (no matter what your choice is) to be documented and cataloged for verification and clearance to view this blog. your finger tips were scanned before clicking on this page and if they werent scanned then they were scanned before then and if you DONT have hands others parts of you have been scanned. a small 3 mm device has been placed in the back of your spine that will explode if you are to release the information revealed in the following blog post. disregard operation expand the city has offically commenced with missions to secure safe landing zones all across the indie webs. one of the many outposts established has alread been activated. god speed. anywayyyssssss guys uhm i was gonna uhm... fuck uhm like i had something to say but i kinda forgot soo like goodbye luv u guys jaws is here! here is jaws! 1/23/2026 SEMI-CLASSIFIED DOCUMENT if your reading this you HAVE agreed (no matter what your choice is) to be documented and cataloged for verification and clearance to view this blog. your finger tips were scanned before clicking on this page and if they werent scanned then they were scanned before then and if you DONT have hands others parts of you have been scanned. a small 3 mm device has been placed in the back of your spine that will explode if you are to release the information revealed in the following blog post. operation expand the city continues 
screenshot from a video posted on a site we have landed on hollow jaws don't know that a storm's gonna come! 1/24/2026 im sick gonna keep this short but i got sick last night, ill try not to miss any blog posts but yeah dont expect anything intersting here for a bit (like probabky 2 days at most) 1/25/2026 im sick im still sick, i thought i got better but that seems to very much not be the case. i think i might get better soon maybe, im just sad i get sick when it starts freakin snowing outside like what the heck. and i was born 1852 1/26/2026 im still sick the worst tragedy that can befall man is getting sick on a snowy extended weekend, that is genuine evil. i think im going to recover by tomorrow sadly, its mostly sad because tomorrow i have school. 1/29/2026 i didnt give up im still somewhat sick but im getting better, hopefully ill have fully recovered by the end of today. excerpt of messages by me from today
i think this sickness is the closest i have gotten to insanity 1/30/2026 im no longer sick i ofikally am NO LONGER SICK AT ALL! I HAVE RECOVERED! woohoo yeahahhahahah YEAH! stuff will begin once again in my life hopefully i added a lemon demon page connected by the about me page 1/31/2026 lemon demon (i added more to the lemon demon fan page on my about me page) 
i have like no moitvation rn to do ANYTHING so like sad sad uhm no no do stuff. 2/2/2026 schools back n stuff and well ive began to try and do stuff again, i think school might be slightly cooked for me as i did miss like a full week. also because operation expand the city has somewhat failed heres the links to the two fake like shit ass youtube channels that were created for it. kamtape bitviewdo with that what you will updates wise i added more to the lemon demon page 2/3/2026 heya hi i dont have muck to speak on, other than very soon (not really) i am going to be going to another convention in my city with my best friend which is cool. me when i have a vision of a man made object (towering over all). me holding a piece of uranium 
new pfp 2/4/2026 if you havent seen this watch it please i need the views guys <i hope i get good at composing music one day, like being a music artist would be fun. id be great at making album covers. i wish i had more to talk about i have nuthin. oohohohohoohohohoohohohooh 2/5/2026 im locked in sorry i have been lakc luster with my blogs ive been focused on making these epic videos. im suprised how easy it is to make videos like this, like i thought it would be SUPER hard but ive been able to get two done in under like 4 hours back to back. im probably gonna get alot more into video making slowly cause its fun. 2/6/2026 i am on a trip now sadly so i cant do much. im currently in the las vegas of my state, i dont like it here at all. 2/9/2026 i think making all these music videos has made me realize that losing your original goal and style is very easy if your not careful. i tried to make a music video for the song 'fine' by lemon demon but like it was kinda not great, like i think it was alright but after the mid reaganomics video i did i feel like i should kinda take a break or quit. im not trying to put myself down but my like shitty 2000's style i had in like the two first ones was fuckin amazing it was great but for some reason it all just kinda disappeared. everything has a silver lining i guess. im offically on break with videos probably maybe. i might do a video to the song 'lifetime achievement award' because i have some good ideas for that. 2/10/2026 hey guys i thought of this idea thats 100% mine (trust me) and nobodys else where i have it so i have a main blog and then a bunch of sub blogs for me to put random shit throughout the day. anyways i think i heavily misjudged my feelings on my videos so ill most likely get back into making them. i have ideas that are good. i am a little scared cause the song im doing is 6 minutes and it has taken me about 5 hours minimum for songs over 2 minutes. 12:20 PM - 12:21 PM for example: hey guys its me! jimmy! im sub blogging! 2/10/2026 sooon. i know nobody cares but it makes me happy that at some time in the future there will be another new epic lemon demon album. 4:58 PM - 4:5 PM progress on the new video is at about id say 50% to 70% 2/13/2026 okay guys sorry i missed my blog yesterday i was locked in for the past lik3 2 days. made the lifetime achievement award one like two days ago and the dr steel one yesterday. its winter break for me! which is like only today (friday) and monday off but its still epic and good. also guys im going to be going to an epic convention in my town again soon which will be cool. 2:59 PM - 3:04 PM updated ld fan page to include my music videos 2/14/2026 im scared, i feel like im losing more and more reason to like do blogs i dont have many projects n shit that are blog worthy i feel like 8:40 PM - 8:49 PM never forget 10:32 PM - 10:40 PM i dont know if ive already said this or not but like i feel like for some reason everything i like or am intrested in already 'happened' like all the good parts of them are over. like y'know ive been like a half life fan since around the times of half-life alyx and it feels like im always looking back at stuff that already happened. that was a terrible example but like everything just feels like its already happened, which isnt bad cause it means i live at one of the best times to be a fan of something which is like when everything has already came out for it. boring random talk about stuff: in other news, ive come to realize that im living in the aftermath of something terrible. im a new lemon demon fan n shit right and i have like fastly learned how much people used to hate lemon demon, like i still think that hate exists and i can understand it kinda from what ive seen but like its just interesting and weird to me cause i dont think that hate has passed but the prime of it, which was like 2020 is over so i like have come into it like its just a dead bombshell crater. but honeslty uhm i could care less that anyone hates or see anyone who listens musical artist as immature cause id rather spend my life listening to stuff i want to then yknow not. 2/16/2026 blehga sorry guys for missing ANOTHER blog i know i know, but uhm well i mean i have no real reason i just forgot lol. y'know i dont know why but for some reason music as a talent has become something i REALLY want to learn, like im not msart enough or have enough motivation yet to like fully just lock in and learn how to do it thats obv from the fact i keep saying 'guys look im gonna learn music' and then i LIE and i didnt. but i think one of the reasons for it is cause like one the piano keyboard i have sucks, the keys are very very light and just feel wrong to play and two i have literally zero prior music experience at all and have not a lick nor idea on how to read sheet music even though i should probably get to that. first i wanna say about that first issue, like you can argue others have done better with worse which is def true but like i mean i have a shitty uneven chair that like makes it really hard to play anything on the piano especially when i dont have a piano stand either. though im getting one of those midi controlling pianos that connects to laptops and pcs that i think is going to acctually allow me to make good music. moving onto the second thing, i think the hardest thing for me with all this is learning sheet music as its like learning an entirely new language, i mean i guess its not that hard but im just shit at it, but ill keep trying. sorry if my text above made like zero sense i feel like i just type random shit for my blog alot of the time and it sucks cause im like the only one who can probably understand it. 
2/17/2026 i added a little thing so you can see the epic song im listening to today! isnt that epic guys! woo... yeah! well guys uhm y'know ive recently really been taking high advantage of the fact im 15 and live with my parents (obv) and asking for stuff that ive always wanted kinda. like i just ordered the piano and recently now just order some blank cds and a cd burner. im glad i have good supportive parents, like if i dint my life wouldn't be terrible i feel like but it wouldn't be very fun nor great. im especially glad my parents let me get things, like right when i was id say 1-5 maybe all the way to the age of 10 i was a spoiled ass fucking mother fucker. like i was a bitch, i was a devil child but once i gained my like 2nd or 3rd dosage of sentience i realized how much of a bitch i was and like i genuinely 180d and stopped asking for stuff entirely for like 5 years. see i still had the problem of kinda being a brat until i was like 12 or 13 but it was an improvement. i did have the problem for a while where i was like ungodly co-dependent and i still am kind of recovering from that but i would like literally beg for people to forgive me i feel like for a while. but back to the main point blehga lol, since ive like never really asked for much in so god damn long my parents have been really nice and just let me get all the stuff ive asked for. this is mostly probably cause like the stuff i ask for is usually pretty cheap never too much and if i send a specific product to them i always try and find the cheapest version of it. id say the most expensive stuff i own are like some of my military items and stuff and uhmmmmmm hmmm maybe the piano i got recently?. 7:50 PM - 7:54 PM anyways guys im offically AT WAR WITH NEEDLEJUICE RECORDS they spread LIES and MORE LIES, 'ooh we deliever in a week' yeah yeah well i checked your discord and youve PROPAGANDIZED A BUNCH OF PEOPLE INTO THINKING WAITING 2 YEARS FOR A CD IS WORTH IT. WHERES MY LEMON DEMON NEEDLEJUICE RECORDS WHERE ARE THEY. as a method of WARING with these SCOUNDRELS as i have for mentioned i have bought a bunch of blank discs and a disc burner that will arrive soon, once i get those ill make my OWN BETTER lemon demon albums. it'll be great. neil cicieregas improvised song 'boycotting walmart' will be included on my better album cd thing
2/18/2026 guys im having like a full adhd moment with music, like i have like 5 pages of notes just from today. soon soooon...
2/19/2026 >guys my piano arrived which is epic cause NOW i can try and make REAL tune maybe hopefully (ILL NEVER GIVE UP) anyways guys WE ARE OFFICALLY IN PRODUCTION I HAVE MY OWN CDS 7:16 PM - 7:20 PM just listened to a spirit phone song i glossed over 'i earn my life' and like dude myabe its just cause i easily fall in love with songs but i fucking LOVE this song. L.D. - Spirit Phone - I Earn My Life10:53 PM - 10:54 PM its working i got it to work, i was able to BURN MY CDS! it took too long and almost DESTROYED my pc but yknow hat are ya gonna do. 11:30 PM - 11:32 PM the cd like fucked up on track 3 or 4 sadly so everything past that is GONE
2/20/2026 >FULL SPEEEEED AHEAD!!!!! HA, HAHAHAHHAHA I WIN I WON! i ALMOST missed my blog but guess what time it is, 11 PM, meaning I WON. not much to say today but my piano has really helped me with learning melodies, like before it felt like i wasnt growing but i feel like ive been able to do shit slowly and learn a lil bit. i also really like the piano because alot of my other melodies sounded like very fake, when your using a midi controller right it just sounds real pretty much.
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currently listening to:T.M.B.G. - The Communists Have The Music https://jimster.neocities.org/pages/BLOG 2/21/2026 >i dont know why even though ive had this piano for like 3-ish days i feel like im failing. im obv gonna keep trying but like, for some reason it feels like everyone on the internet ive seen has like an extra step or something. like, i feel like im trying to build a lego set but im missing like 5 pages in a row of the instruction manual. like im learning, im getting very VERY slowly better but all help on the internet has done like jack lmfao.
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currently listening to: literally all of view-monster, damn skippy, and spirit phone by lemon demon 2/22/2026 okay guys so like i went to con nooga and it was epic! i saw like 5 bajillion cosplays i knew, it was better-ish than the last con i went to just because so many people were cosplaying. i would name them all but like there were alot of cosplays i recognized. ill put more here in a second. 12:17 PM - 12:22 PM time to slop the hogs i ALMOST was able to post this before like 12 but sadly alas i have failed and i have to make my blog for the 22nd early. but uhm yeah no this video isnt too great but like its alright i guess i dunno how i feel about it. i was going to get alot more like real footage by me but what happened is i realized that i wouldnt be able to get any good stuff tomorrow so i just decided to kinda just wing it and over extend my footage use and make this, its not like TERRIBLE but theres alot of some problems i wish making music was as easy as it is for me to edit a video.
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currently listening to: literally all of view-monster, damn skippy, and spirit phone by lemon demon 2/23/2026 i lied yesterday i didnt put more here in a second. but i went to the con yesterday and it was epic, but most importantly i got some cassettes! 3 to be exact damn skippy, spirit phone, and view monster.
2/24/2026 steel. 
not much to say today, didnt do much. im planning to maybe begin working on several music videos.
2/25/2026 work has began on my music videos
2/27/2026 eheheheheheh this video was going to be scrapped as i worked on it twoish days ago but right after i like declared it a fail i was able to completley save it and make a pretty alright video if ya ask me. im getting better at editing and stuff but i still am losing some charm i think. classic me but i dont have way too much to say today, ill probably get to work on music again now, more music videos are planned and are in the words tho.
2/28/2026 guys im so tired and sooo sad. also uhm im preparing to make another music video maybe? in most important info ive been working on uhmm making music and made my first song,i dont know if i mentioned that or not but like yeah i did.
3/2/2026 i missed a blog, do not forgive me for i deserve death and only death. ANYWAYYYYYYYSSSSSS uhm guys work on more music videos is happening alongside me working on music!!!! i dont have much to say classic me. im gonna try and find some stuff more often i can like talk about on here that would be fun to talk about
3/5/2026 hillo 1:06 PM - 1:22 PM y'know being a closeted queer person is so weird cause like you get so normalized to it the idea of never not being closeted sounds crazy. i say that like me being queer effects me that much, i dont know any other queer people or anything at all and sadly im kind of just assumed to be and forced (not really forced but just like in talking and shit forced to be) straight. which is very much like not true at all for me. 11:04 PM - 11:05 PM
3/6/2026 hillo
3/9/2026 why is doing daily blogs soooo HARROWING and PAINFULLl jeeeez.
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3/13/2026 ill do later 9:53 AN - 9:54 AN i hate being gay so much sometimes, i really dont deep down but like sometimes i feel like i get put in postitons which im doing stuff others wouldnt do with me or do in front of me if they knew i was gay
3/15/2026 fucking god damn it
3/18/2026 might... have missed JUST a few days guys... i think the blog end times MIGHT be near maybe but ill try my best to stave them off. my blog is literally fucking busting at the seams, this thing is just COLLAPSING. blogs are disappearing just out of nowhere, i dont know how long i can keep this up. anyways in good news guys im no longer at war with needlejuice records! i got my cds! theyre epic!. alongside this my long trek to learning music continues, i think i most concede and take like piano lessons or something. its not loookin good for me if i just never learn how to do this shit myself, i can self teach myself SOME things but not all things. im still sorry i kepe missing so many blogs.
3/19/2026 heya hi cant talk much im PROJECTING!! not like projecting as in the word but like project (thing im working on) project ing, project-ing, projecting like im working on a project. but uhm lets just say ALL of spirit phone might receive music videos, arrow symbol right colon three.
3/22/2026 *tugs at shirt collar* heyyyy.... guyyyys! its been a bit... whoops! sorry i keep missing so many blogs. i know i always say that but i really am, ive just been so focused on working on projects i forgot just a little. good news is work is going steadily with all my projects.
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