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ALL BLOG ENTRIES: 9/15/2025 heya hello hi, this is my first blog post on this website. i do not really have much to say about anything going on with ME right now buttttttt, i DO have lots of stuff to talk about for this website. i'd say im at about 50% completion of the main website, i willl probably be done by september 19th or the 20th. i am having some problems implementing SOME things such as the gallery and all the sub pages but ill figure it all out soon enough. uhm oh yeah also, happy 10th anniversary of undertale! thats today which is cool, but like if your reading this you it wouln't be that day anymore because the website isnt ofikally open yet so0oo. but thats cool n stuff. bye. 9/16/2025 hi its me again, i have a bit of news today. the website has already kind of surpassed its first level of like needed shit and polish i'd say, like if i released the website RIGHT NOW i wouldn't be like particularly happy with the website but i wouldn't be like mad. i only really need to finish like 3-7 sub pages and a few main pages. but like id say the website will def be out by the 20th at most, cause i still need to test the website with my TEStER and like get his feedback. i think i acctually might keep up a like blog pretty well on here, i like havent missed a day yet i usually like lose interest after the first day. i might start talking about like my day to day life soon, i should start today to like set it as a habit so i have stuff to talk about on slow news days. uhm i dont have much to talk about like in real life really, like uhm i guess i signed up for a club at my school today? me and my friends (YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE) played garrys mod on sunday and we literally just spent the entire time stalking a person as like the shitty fbi shut up i get it okay, bye bye go away now also just for reference sakes the website still is not like open yet9/17/2025 hello hiyah hi, i still havent missed a day of doing a blog post which is very suprising. uhm today is a slow day i dont have much to report BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT testing happened yesterday and it went wonderfully. i now have alot more things to add kind of but like not really, i cannot admit im getting a little bit burnt out of working on this website, but worry not as like i will fucking push through and finish this website whether i like it or not. i only have to finish a FEW more pages kind of, i still need to put shit in the gallery, finish the hotel, and add more shops to the shopping district. bye i guess 9/18/2025 hi :) uhm, progress on the website is great, i thought i was getting burnt out yesterday but now im fully back in the game today. now i will say im pretty sure the website WILL NOT be done by the 19th buttttt i will most likely be done before monday, hopefully. also i feel like i havent really clarified, when i say its gonna be done i mean like the main areas n shit, im still gonna be adding stuff just like not in such a large ammount. uhm in other news uhh, dude like i know school JUST STARTED but im already tired of this stuff likee the people at my school are so annoying. no matter what i do the kids in my classes are always rude(ish) to me and so annoying. also my english teacher keeps giving mee literally impossible assignments. oh yeah also also i think uhm the hotel page will be done VERY soon, the gallerys done i just need to add photos and uhmm well the shopping districts not been changed in a bit cause its A PAIN IN THE ASS to edit in my opinion. okay wwell thats all pretty much for today, bye jimsterneocityians
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9/19/2025 hiya hello new news: okay so, i have decided to delay the release date to like maybe the 21st or 22nd maybe even later. i feel like ive added some very boring and useless pages that MIGHT need to be removed or heavily revampeld, such as the hotel. but im still thinking on all of it. ill give more updates later in the day since its like still morning for me n stuff. im back and i have decided i will probably NOT include the hotel in the final version of the website or atleast not in like a full form, theres no good reaosn to. all other apges have some meaning or reason or fun reason to exist but i dont think the hotel fits that critera.
9/20/2025 OKAY! GREAT NEWS FOR THE WEBSITE! im feeling so much better and more locked in than before so like im so ready to lockin and finish this website. so i finally broke straight through like ALL of the road blocks i was stuck behind, my main one was i didnt like the way i had the outer city pages set up, it made me work only on specific pages n stuff and it really sucked and i cant really explain in all detail howb at it was okay. but i thoguht of a solution, so im basicially going to split the outer city into two sections, one being a tv world, and the other being a shopping district area (MIGHT MAKE ANOTHER ONE). you might be wondering why this helps me, well you see my problem with pages like the old shopping district page was that like it was REALLY hard to add stuff to that page because of how rigidly i had set it up, and like having a shopping district as just one page is kind of diabolical. so splitting that into an entire world allows me to put so many small epic stores for specific things. this also alllows me to make more tv themed pages which i love doing so im really hyped for all that. minor testing took place yesterday but i didnt need much feedback. the website will be done by ATLEAST THE 21st and at MOST the 25th (UNLIKELY TO BE THAT LATE). but like i might not work too much today especially like anytime past 7. GOD BLESS JIMSTER NEO CITY
9/21/2025 okay hiya guys, i dont really have any news for the website yet really or any from yesterday cause i was busy watching the PEAK undertale 10th anniversary stream. like i thought it was gonna be very underwhelming but it really wasnt. like it turned out great, i also loved how like everytime there was any new content toby and all the fathers would go silent for the most part and they just walked past certain things. see i find it a little weird though people are like acctually mad they didnt explore that shit, like what did people expect, for like toby to like say 'oh yeah and thats the gaster door' as they walk past it or some shit. i cant wait to watch the 2nd part today. BUTTTT sinec its only like 12:11 pm i'm gonna lock THE FUCK IN on the website. bye'a
also i still find it funny berdlys mom was in there. theres like two sprites of her and like theres already so much fan art of them. anyways byes for reals this time i lied i have something else i have thought of. OKAY so like i think im gonna use the mtt media thing in the tv world to have my hyperfixiation specific videos n stuff meanwhile the tv studio will have more of just videos i liked, were made by friends, or like i was in. anyways TOODLES i lied again, that tricky tobias, he foiled us all 9/22/2025 hello
im feeling really good about the website, i think im in the last stage of development for it. im MOST LIKELY going to release it tuesday or wednesday. though updates will continue after that point but they will be lesss major (lie). testing will occur today and that will pretty much be the end of development. the second day of the undertale livestream was yesterday and it was, peak(ish). i liked it but i will say like we got so much content in the first one and we really didnt get as much in the second one, not like toby owes it to us or anything but ya know, if you set a standard its easy to assume it will continue. it was really nice though, i am a LITTLE annoyed they edged us the ENTIRE STREAM with the sans fight things n stuff buttt it was fiine. THOUGGH THOUGGHHH there is ONE thing that made me mad, why the FUCK did chara win the stupid ass name thing, like who the FUCK donated to that shit, who the FUCK gives a shit about chara like thats soooo boringgggggg like i dont get it.
it was still peak though im so glad ive been keeping up this blog, i dunno why but like im suprised how fun it is to have a blog, like i dont say anything meaningful or interesting but like y'know its the thought that counts cool toby fox speech that i liked for some reason9/23/2025
hi, i think this is the last day before i release the website. i'm not too insanely happy with everything BUT i think its best i release it soon. im probably gonna have like no homework today cause i have 2 tests so like hopefully ill be able to finish it tonight and ship it out by tmmrw. okay it MIGHT not come out tmmrw because i just found like a bunch of content i need to add in. but like itssss not that bad. okay so i have started a FULL list of things i need to do and finish. if i can get like all of it done by tmmrw it will pretty much be ready. though im still a little unhappy with how the website turned out, i dont think its gonna live up to ANYONES expectations like at all. but i must keep my hopes up as my job isn't just over once i release the website, that would be like stupid. but like i think i should just try and look at my website like, even though its not what i was planning it was gonna be like it turned out good to me and thats what matters. 9/23/2025 TMMRW IS THE BIG DAY! THE WEBSITE WILL RELEASE AND WILL BE PERFECT. WE WILL GET EVERYTHING READY FOR THE BIG DAY.
THATS RIGHT FOLKS! IT WILL BE ALLL OUT TMRRW! not all will be done but. IT WILL BE GREAT!!!!!!!!
I LIED!!!!! ITS GONNA BE BETTTER!!!!!!!!! ITS GONNNA BE P. E. R. F. E. C. T. PERFECT EVEN BETTER THAN PERFECT!!!!!!
ITS GREAT IT WILL BE SO GREAT!!!!!!
even though some parts arent done yet.
A great website it will be folks! stay tuned! (even though you will not be able to see this until tommorrow) 9/24/2025 welp guys hello hi. this is the OFIKAL last day of the pre-development blog, not like implying im gonna CHANGE the blog but like y'know what i mean. I don't have much to say but WELCOME TO JIMSTER NEO-CITY. more updates will continue after today but they WILL be differently handled. i think after the first day or two development will continue once again as normal. if i have any feedback or bug fixes i need to do after the first day ill probably implement them pretty fast. ALSO DISCLAMER FOR GRAND OPENING DAY VERSION: most THINGS ARE SUBJECT TO CHANGE! REMEMBER THAT PLEASE! SO LIKE IFS SOMETHING LOOKS UNFINISHED IT PROBABLY IS, IF SOMETHING LOOKS LIEK IT NEEDS MORE WORK IT PROBABLY DOES, IF SOMETHING DOESNT WORK IT WILL PROBABLY WORK SOON.
They grow up so fast! Brings a tear to your eyes. (BLOG MUSIC CHANGED FOR TODAY)
9/25/2025 we did it, joe! we did, it! the grand opening is OVER and im glad to say i think it went pretttty prettttty goood. see i thought i had overblown my website just a bit but i was wrong, i hyped it up just the right amount apparently. i also now KNOW what i need to work on and add to the website, which is like really good because that means the website is NOT going to just die after day one like everything else i ever do. THOUGH i will be looking into new projects, like maybe using my immense coding skills (copy and pasting code until i slightly learn it) to make like a game (i wouln't).
in other news not related to the website, i MIGHT acctually take up an instrument soon and like maybe try and learn piano or something just because y'know i feel like i would PROBABLY be good at that if i really tried, i mean like it really is just remembering stuff, im good at that. also today ima try and aim to like maybe finish a few shop pages and the hall of fame page.
that stupid fox that i love
more arm drawing 9/26/2025 hiya, okay so i might have lied about reallyyy working on the website today. i MIGHT remove the hall of fame page, it seems like a good idea but i dont know how to make it look that good. though im scared i might lose faith in the website soon, though im gonna keep trying to work on this for as long as possible, i really dont wanna abandon this.
the jimsdustrial revoltuion and its consequences 9/27/2025 hi hello, i just though about something, its crazy that like this vlog has lasted longer than ANY blog, journl, diary, or anything like that ive ever had. like ive attempted jounraling 2 times, once with a physical journal (i know it says diary on the outside but its a journal) and the other one with like fuckin watch'a'ma call its... uhm notepad entries yeah that like i just fuckin put together. i was about to go like talk about like how suprisingly recent that second journal i made was because i remembered that like in one of the two journal entries i did for that one i mentioned deltarune but then i remembered my like deltarune/undertale phase started literally multiple months ago now which is like still insane to me. like ive never been CONSISTENTLY interested in something for so long its crazy, like im not complaining this is like the happiest ive been in a while but y'know still crazy. i think ive finally grown out of like having hyper-fixiations n shit now i just... like stufff... which is like REALLY WEIRD to say but like i dunno theres only been a few very specific things i coulds ramble on and on about if anybody asked me about, i think the most notably one being the mystery flesh pit. like EVERYTIME ive ever talked about the mystery flesh pit ive like just been able to talk about it for hours. i cant wait for tomorrow, im going to the comic con with my best friend. which is cool cause like the last time i went last year i met mother-fucking howard hamlin. which was really funny cause i then went to a conference he was holding for questions about the show where he spoiled his death which is like really funny to me. i might add something to the website later today probably mayber i dunnor. its like hard to update the site, i think i need to learn to not be just motivated by what OTHER PEOPLE think of what i do y'know, its a BAD idea. or like well its not an idea hurdi durdi durh but like you get what i mean. i will PROBABLY WORK on the JIMMY doohickeys page.
dosent get it > gets it 9/28/2025 hhelloo! i almost forgot to do a blog post today which is scary, the ol' jimmys gettin rusty! but like uhm im probablygonna keep the first part of this blog post short cause like i gotta go in 30 minutes to go pick up my friend to go to comic-con. but like ONCE i get back ill probably work on a website. ill put a comedic! but not very comedic gif or image below to denote where the first part of the blog post st. waht hellO? what ioaky il bnw... bef
dosent get it > gets it I MET FUCKING TONY STARK AND FUCKING BAT MAN AT COMIC CON
okay so i acctually have alot to kind of talk about. me and my friend went to go to the comic con where i live and it was FUCKING EPIC, last year i met patrick fabian i.e. howard hamlin and well this year it was just epic cause i got to see so many cool costumes n stuff. i saw tony stark, bat man, tenna x2, spamton, chara, kris x2, sans x3, cool woodland camo military guy, squid games guy, uhm krampus, and probably other people. it was super fun, i also got to buy some fallout stuff. i would talk more about that but im EXHAUSTEDDD. i also added some stuff the website which im really happy about. MIGHT COME BACK TO THIS BLOG TMMRW AND ADD MORE DETAILS 9/29/2025 its time to get back on the grind
since its a monday n stuff im probably gonna try and see how much more stuff i can get done on thine website. i finished the JIMMYS DOOHICKEYS PAGE yesterday so thats cool, i really like the graphics ive been using recently. i watched the homestuck animated pilot yesterday, it was so ass. i dont know what i expected but like i heard homestuck was like a big insipration in life for toby fox and pretty much kickstarted his career so i assumed like maybe it might be somewhat enjoyable but like it was prettty asss. now now this just could be because like i havent fuckin read the web comic cause im not OLDDD and OLDDDD and uhm GAYYYYY and BORING!!! but like y'know. god bless dude im so mad at myself. im so INSANELY socially inept in real life to a point where i get into an interaction where i have to confront like my hobbies or interests, like if you asked my best friend what my FAVORITE things are in life and like what games and series i like they wouldnt be able to name like a single thing. but like im not gonna go into details about the interaction but like two times in the same class i was confronted about something where i simply had to say where something was from and like in both situations i full tensed up started sweating, stuttering, my face turned red, and eveyrthing and like i mean like i think i was having a panic attack. i mean genuinelly i was full shaking, and afterwards my fucking leg was twitching and i dont know what to really say about it but im just so so embarassed about it. i really need to like learn how to be a functioning person to society i cannot get by like the ENTIRETY of highschool with just NEVER mentioning anything im interested past like y'know surface level. 9/30/2025 hello hi, i dunno what to say like right now cause its early in the day but ill update this in a bit. okay so i think im going to try and start like shifting gears with the whole blog thing and start talking about myself more and less about the website cause there aint must to talk about, though there really isnt much to talk about for either of those things soooo.
i thought about what i just said and yeah no im just gonna talk about whatever the fuck i want cause like if i make rules for myself shits gonna start really fucking up and im probably gonna just abandon the blog which i really dont wanna do. but uhm anyways i added some pixel art i made semi-recently to the gallery and have been updating many pages. 10/1/2025 hi. soo i have like nothing to talk about today causeeee like nothing really has happened to me today. i might have a few slow days up ahead for the website, i really hope like i DONT abandon the website ill try my best not to lose motivation but its hard to update this website everyday, also like this website completley depeneds on my current hyperfixiation which is deltarune/undertale. now im not gonna call it cause i REALLY dont want this hyperfixiation to end because its been my best one like ever ive never felt soo good in a while but like i think just MAYBE my hyperfixiation is faltering just a bit. though im pretty sure its not even a hyperfixiation anymore its gone like passive. 10/2/2025 hi helo, i think i over-estimated the idea that like 'ooh im sooo burnt out and im about to fall out of this hyperfixiation' cause like im 100% deltarune and undertale were both like such good and original phases/hyperfixiations that like it kind of broke my cycle of hyperfixiations and phases which is like crazy. like i cant explain how crazy that is like since as long as i can remember i have had hyperfixiations that lated a bit and would end after like a few weeks and then id find something new but my deltarune and undertale phases have lasted like over a month now, and to build onto that im kind of back in my history/mapping/alternate history/worldbuilding phase again because of nations rp (if you know you know) at the SAME TIME as my undertale and deltarune phases meaning im pretty sure the phases went like passive as i said in the last blog. which in my mind means like its so hardwired into my brain now its just underlying meaning i can like it like all the time but also like other stuff at the same time, which is really good for me and my mental health because like i have this problem where i cling onto phases i really like and well thats been happening with my current phases with undertale and deltarune which isnt good at all because when a phase becomes stale and dead to me and i cling onto it, it becomes very very VERY mentally tiring. though i will say my neocities phase might be kind of over but ill continue to update the website as best i can, especially the blog. speaking of the website i will probably PROBABLY if i remember tonight ill try and finish the hall of fame page and to like ANYONNEE reading this i would FUCKING LOVE SUGGESTION AND FEEDBACK ON WHAT I SHOULD ADD IT WOULD BE VERY NICE AND HELPFUL. though working on the website has became alot less novel? to say the least i guess, i think thats just cause like nobody really is interested in what i make for more like a day which is fair nothing i make warrants more than a days worth of praise but its like y'know whats the point of checking out my website if you like know me y'know or you can just message me or just call me. if your like someone whos reading this and ISNT my friend or someone whos connected to me in some way id be suprised y'know like thats crazy cause that means theres people on like fuckin neocities who see my website click on it and like dont get overstimulated instantly and continue forth and acctually go to the blog out of all places and read all the way to this part, if you are that person message me and youll get an EPIC COOL SUPRISED!!! back to the hyperfixiations though, uhm i think my fix for all of this is like i need to uh maybe find NEW games? i dunno see what like got my attention so much about like deltarune and undertale they were not like the other really weird fuckin random ass rpg games. not to put any games down, i mean like i havent even really played any other rpgs other than deltarune and undertale but like, most OTHER indie games i see are like either good but not my type of game or like just kind of bland i guess or overdone, thats like the whole of gaming for me lol but like y'know its a whole thing. jesus i need to stop saying y'know like acctually, like you DONT know i dont really know either. i wish there were more games like deltarune and undertale to me, games that are like new to me but like i dont dislike. most games really feel unplayable to me like alot are just not for me and it still suprises me i got into undertale and deltarune, like thats so out of left field from me. also i should probably stop talking so this blog is well readable yknoww.
i think im gonna become more open with my blogs from now on and try and just write down as MANY random thoughts and stuff as possible. (THERE WILL PROBABLY ALSO BE LIKE NO WEBSITE UPDATES TODAY CAUSE I HAVE LIKE zero FREE PERIODS TODAY AT SCHOOL sooo y'know blehg... bleh(ALSO I JUST REALIZED THIS IS MY longest BLOG POST yet which is cool y'know.... blehg... bleh.. blehg(ALSO ONE LAST DISCLAMER IF MY PHASES CHANGE I WILL PROBABLY NOT UPDATE THE NEWS HEADER AT THE TOP OF EVERY PAHE CAUSE THAT WOULD BE VERY TEDIOUS))) FUN WEBSITE TIP: theres always more ALSO PLEASEE GIVE ME WEBSITE SUGGESTIONS10/3/2025 i love this fox so i compiled these sprites
the guy who drew this little dude originally posted the art from the undertale 10th anniversary stream and im pretty sure atleast like someone has tried to put the sprites together again but like i felt like doin it myself cause like one, i love this fox and, two it gives me more 'experience' with pixel art i guess kind of? maybe not reallyy but y'know. anyways hello hi hiya hello its me againith, i think im going to make a twitter account soon so i can advertise my cool and awesome website to the world of people. i lied i never finished the hall of fame, but uhm yeah. also my blog is not going to be like nearly as long as yesterdays as my school has like a really short day today cause of a big ass football game tonight and like i have no time to do anything until after school. also heres a photo of me cause i want to start a habit of taking a photo of myself once every month and putting it on the website for like memory sake y'know>
10/4/2025 hi hey guys, i always say 'oh yeah im gonna lock in so hard on the wesite over the weekend' and then i dont so im not gonna bother going on that rant lol. see the thing about me is, is like i work alot better in structured environments and i have alot of free periods at school so like i usualyl work on the website the most there. im also probably not gonna work much today, but i really wanna make like a new section soon cause like i feel like i havent really had an aim when making my website really.
ive been so fucking happy recently, like im in the jimmy golden era ive never been able to hold a phase for longer than a few weeks and now i literally have like multiple phases at the same time. 10/5/2025 hey! hi! uhm soooo i didnt do anything yesterday BUUTTTTTT uhm i might (lie) do something today on the website! but like i also have SO much HOMEWORK!!!!! like i have a 3 page paper due aand a 2 page paper due just in like the next week. but like ill still probably work on the website more tmmrw n stufff.
10/6/2025 hi, im gonna write this first part really fast cause i have an assignment i need to do n stuff. but uhm soo, i dunno how many blog posts ago i said this but i showed intrest in maybe just maybe learning how to play piano, and well i have some GOOD news (this is good news) on this! see well alongg time ago i got this elecotronic piano right that i never really used because wellll i never learned how to play the piano. but main point is i donated it to my granddad cause he really likes playing piano but dosent have a piano, well im pretty sure he still has the piano so im currently asking if he could give it back to me for a bit because i want to just take a crack at piano because i just feel like MAYBE i might be good at it. ill put more here later!!! 10/7/2025 hiya guys i acctually learned quite a bit yesterday and now i know key positioning and stuff for pianos. website progress is gonna slowl down even more than it already has because i realized i never got my moneys worth for the copy i got of rpg maker. like i got it like 2 years a go but i never did anythin with it. so ive decided to go back with my SUPERIOR INTELLECT !!!!!
sumble silverlock but i will ALWAYS, ALWAYSS uhm continue to update this blog as long as I LIVEEEEEEE! but yeah. im gonna keep doin my normal stuff. 10/9/2025 okay soo... I MIGHT have missed one day of uhm... doing my blog... im sorry about that but uhm i have reasons, lets just say i have a projct im working on y'know. also like i didnt write a blog post yesterday completley because USUALLY i have like y'know a bunch of classes but since fall break started for me yesterday i only had 2 and none of them were free periods. i just got sent out of groove and forgot to, which is bad cause like i refuse to abandon this blog, let alone this website, but i cant lie the same flare that made me make this website has gone out but hopefully i will continue to update my blog and other parts of the website. working on the website isnt really hard but like every chance i get not to work on it nowadays i take cause like well... it was ALOT MORE FUN to like make the website then to welll just add to it. anyways i might update you guys on my project like soon but for the most part i dont have much to say, im sorry blehg,... 10/10/2025 oooh you thoughtt yeah you thoughttt i was gonna miss today didnchu buddy yeah yeah ooooh ooooh get owned. uhm hi, i really dont have much to say today, if this blog dies (WHICH IT WILL NOT) im sorry but like my stupid STUPID adhd brain cannot keep up a blog like this foreve it seems. well acctually, the only reason im not updating this really is cause its fall break and i dont do much on fall break so i have nothing to talk about really and also like unlike on schoool days i can just go do something else, doing my blog helps me at school cause it keeps my brain in like a routine. also lets just say something VERY VERY INTRIGUING is coming 10/11/2025 tra la la beware the man who speaks in hands has nothing to do with gaster, theres no proof. just cause theres a bunch of hands in wingdings dosent mean its him, i think im sticking with the theory that there referring to rouxls kaard, i mean who else are they referring to. see everyone is just ignoring the fact rouxls kaard is the most important character to deltarune you gotta trust me, im not crazy he is. hes the strongest from what we have seen so far so theres no way he isnt important later. like just sayin if literally anyone else had rouxls kaards abilities they could no diff like the knight, uhm fuckin gerson boom acctually maybe not gersons like on god level power, uhm you get the point. i dunno what im talking about im jsut writing so i hcan have something in the blog for today, im sorry there havent been any updates recently. 10/12/2025 blehg school starts up for me on the 14th so ill probably talk alot more then but i dunno i still really just dont have jack shit to talk about, i have new projects n stuff so like sorry! 10/14/2025 WHAT HAVE I DONEEEEE, I MISSSED ANOTHER DAY!!!!!! GOD DAMN IT 10/15/2025 i think its time i try and finally fully FULLY FULLY lock in and try and do EVERYTHING I CAN to learn like the coding languages i want to. sooon sooon soooonn 10/17/2025 hiya i missed a day but i acctually have stuff to talk bout now so like yeahhahhaha woohoo :-) okay first of all missing blog days might become common (hopefully not) but ill continue to try my best, website updates might start occuring again soon because im getting bored of my newish project. uhm though i am currently trying to learn c++ but its not going very well. i bought the undertale art book recently, that was cool. anyways, okay so im noticing something on twitter alot of other people are beginning to notice thats really funny but like. everyday for the past like two or three days a new like NEVER SEEN BEFORE toby fox photo from the 2010s just randomly comes out. nobody seems to know why or like really anything about the origins of ANY of the photos some how too. see some could like go for the conclusion that some of these photos are like ai generated or sokmething but im not buying that because like these photos are WAY WAY WAY too good and all encampsulates toby fox down to like a needle point in accuracy just in the way he dresses and all of that. i think the real answer is theres probably just a bunch of people like SEARCHING THE ENTIRE internet for some of these photos and also there might be quite a few photos that just come from like y'know people who have had photos of toby fox there entire life but only now decided to show them? i dunno
its even funnier when like in all the newest toby fox offical photos he has his face hidden and at the same time photos of him from like 10 years ago are just popping up everywhere.
all these photos are soo normal and cute and epic
and... is is... that is
i love this image of toby fox cause like i just got jumpscared by it this morning, like hello? thats gaster right thats him in the flesh. 10/18/2025 I DIDNT MISS THE DAY I DIDNT OKAY 10/19/2025 I DIDNT MISS THE DAY I DIDNT OKAY 10/20/2025 heya hi, stuff is continuing for everything, ill talk more in one second after i watch the sonic 2 movie i lied im too tired now 10/21/2025 i was gonna write something today 10/22/2025 hiya, okay so i dont really have much to talk about today (cclasssiccc jimmy) but like uhm lets just say i have stuff planned i have projects that are being worked on y'know. hehehehehehheeheheheh nehenenehehen ehehhenehehhehe hehehehehhee
i will probably get interested in updating the website in the next month or so or maybe the next few weeks hopefully. 10/23/2025 hiya hello i just learned like how much better life can get with organizing projects you make when you just take notes, accept defeats when needed, learn from your mistakes, and just improve. like ive been doin some notes for the projects i have been working on and writing everything i think down and not i think im really really improving n shit. i had notes before but they were terrible because they were like just very specific things and designs. speaking of projects im acctually probably going to come back to the website soon as like this is the first time ive done a serious real blog in a while. though moving on i really have been dwelling on something thats like not related to anything i just said but. i really wish i wasnt born where i was kind of alot, like if i was born maybe even like 2 states more north my life would be so much better. i dont know if i have stated but like im y'know not the straightest line, i have never really cared about that though because like im 15 i have no reason to care about such things but im starting to realize that like its much more than that. i have one singular real life friend, i have other friends but i wouldnt consider them friends really. i feel as if i have over the course of the past few years been self isolating and slowly just losing social skills, and i don't think this is because i just am bad at socializing. i think that because i know by like 99% of my friends i could never be who i really am and feel accepted ever by them its caused me to just really push myself away from everyone. 10/26/2025 allan we are SO FUCKED guys i might have missed just A FEW DAYS im learning game maker 10/27/2025 hiya hello i think i finally (SHUT UP WE HATE YOU JIMMY) found a good way to learn how to code GML because i just thought of an idea that im gonna try tonight. recently ive been muckin around in game maker n stuff with the visual coding, which im suprisingly good at after my rpg maker phase. but like i saw an option where you can convert visual code into normal gml code and i think if i use that i could maybe learn how to code GML. i have tried learning normally but literally every fucking god damn resource i can find is like outdated or just bad, all the offical game maker stuff is terrible so i think this will be the best way to learn. i think this all boils down to if i can translate the way i learned html, mashing copy and pasted code together until i basically rememmbered everything, well kind of i still have to look up stuff alot. alongside everything i have said i have also decided to cancel the project i was working on in rpg maker so i can MOVE IT to game maker because rpg maker is a bitch ass motherfucker and anyone who worked on it is a bitch ass motherfucker NOBODY TALKSSSS ABOUT THE FACT THOSE FUCKERS AT WHATEVER STUDIO OR SOMETHING WHO MAKE RPG MAKER HAVE BEEN LIKE REPACAGING THE SAME GAME MAKER OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND SELLING IT AT ABSURD PRICES SINCE LIKE THE 2000S THATS LIKE ALMOST AS BAD AS THE FUCKIN PARADOX DLCS. sorry if that was NOT FAR ENOUGH, but yeah. social life update: i have like zero friends now offically kind of, like there are people who still talk to me yes but like in real life i have zero friends. this is fine though because i have accounted for this possibility and i am just fine. i feel as if i should have never gone to my school, i literally cannot realate to anyone like at all. nobody shares my interests like at all and thats fine yeah but like everyone else i see online or just in general has something to relate with, with people, ME though i only have like a charming personality and i think im a little funny so people try and be friends with me but we either have no shared interests or i just am too scared to tell them any interests i have. at this point id take public school because like maybe just maybe there i would be able to relate to people, here i do not. moral of the story: dont go to a boys only private school in the south moral of the story2x: dont be born in the south and also happen to like stuff that isnt football moral of the story3x: life sucks alot but all you can do is stay positive, if you choose not to there really is no point but if you continue forth you will suceed 10/28/2025 hi. ill add more here later but i just have a sudden great burst of motivation to work on stuff like the website and all of that which is cool, but im gonna try and channel my sudden burst of motivation into learning game maker. 10/29/2025 hillo, i lied yesterday i said i was gonna write more but i did not. im very tired of jsut stuff in general right now, its not like im sad or something its just. for some reason theres this littl knack in my brain thats telling me i need to learn how to do the skill i want to learn by like atleast 16 or 17 or im just screwed in life, which is somewhat true but it just means that welll i feel very unfurfilled with myself. i have to manage time for homework at school, trying to pursue my hobbies, talking to my online friends (you know who you are), and pursuing my projects. which wouldnt be bad if i had literally any energy to do any of those things when i get home after school. but alasss woe is me woe is me, ill be fine. i will probably find time for it all soon enough (hopefully) or maybe not. since october is ending im gonna share some photos on here just to kind of continue the chain of putting a photo of myself on here every month. i look like two completley different people in these photos
how do i look yellow man also i might be cooked with like having friends, i still KIND OF have my best friend but we go to the same school and were practically long distance friends, i see him like every once a blue moon y'know, like i literally have ZERO classes with him. but i think im gonna try my luck at extending my reach with online friends and real life friends because i want to try to meet new people because i feel like i just talk to nobody really other than my current online friend group (you know who you are(i love you all very much)) anwyays byea i might add more here later if i work on my game maker shit 10/31/2025 fuck you ill write more blog later 11/1/2025 hiy i have been learnin a bit of piano, aka smashing keys on a piano at night time until it sounds good. that sounds useless but like i think im getting the hang of it slowly y'know, who needs real songs when i can just make my own. i feel like a pioneer in pianoing, like i just built the first piano but i have zero musical talent so ive gotta learn how to play my own creation. wait what came first, the music PLAYED FOR THE PIANO or the PIANO? food for thought guys im so fucking cooked, i have had SO MUCH HOMEWORK for the past like TWO WEEKS and i have zero time to work on like anything i want to. alongside that my fucking english teacher has the AUDACITY to give us an assignment due SUNDAY, actual fucking hell. but uhm yeahh ill probably get back in the groove this week, also im gonna take my monthly photo in a bit and upload it today or tomorrow probably. 11/2/2025 ill do it later 11/3/2025 hey guys, i dont have too much to say but uhh yeah i have like inkling in my mind this blog will MAYBE die soon. i keep like saying 'ohhh im gonna miss my blogs n shit' but like yeah im getting really demotivated with everything i just feel very sloggish n stuff. i dont think im gonna work on much this month, i wasnted to do alot but like blehg im just tired so so so fucking tired, im not really sad or anything but like i just have zero motivation to work on anything or do anything but like since i have zero motivation to do anything i do nothing which makes me feel worthless and like im wasting time because im doing nothing which IN TURN meaning i dont want to work on anything. ill try and try to force myself to try and learn game maker n shit, i even installed it on my laptop so i can maybe learn it while im at school but like i dont really think thats gonna do much. if i dont get shit back on track soon thats gonna suck like super duper uper duper uper bad. anyways since im doing the thing where i put photos of myself on here every month heres my november photos n shit: i dont look very good in this photo but i think thats just cause im smiling in it and my smile dosent look good, i also think its because my jaw looks weird and bad
heres my halloween costume of vermin supreme! vermin supreme reposted an image of my costume on twitter which was fucking epic cause ive loved this guy for like 2 years
if i like disappear do not be sad, ill PROBABLY COME BACK. i think my deltarune phase is kind of fading a bit and thats whats causing this cause like i started all these projects centered around or built on top of my love for undertale and deltarune so like the entire past few projects i made have began collapsing now, like the games n shit and this website. bye |